BAD LUCK

Being nice to someone you dislike doesn’t mean you’re a fake. It means you’re mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them.

WAH sian.
first, i headache when i was at GET DOWN. then with my neck aching from videoing, that's worse.
then i go home, switch on imac to edit video, realised that i played with my videocam settings and made the videos or look like it was filmed in dim light. SUCKS.
then somemore i realised that the video quality also SUCKED.
attempted to find ways to make it brighter and quality better.
but finally tried and started exporting the video.

then finally after a long time,

i SUDDENLY thought, maybe it's mac that has problem with my video format!
so i switched on my laptop that has windows and tried exporting the video there.

waiting...
waiting...
waiting...

i give up. the video is clearer except that the interlacing of the contestants image got problem! AHHH.
zzz.

i shall not brighten the video then in mac. see whether it's clearer.

partay.

looking forward to tonight. (:

or LATER.
meeting mianbaos at 12pm! (: gonna go toys-r-us find things first, and maybe get my fondue pot? HAHA.

yipee!

RP concert, was, some parts i didn't like, some parts was nice. could be better though.

i'm anticipating my taiwan holiday! mum and i shall shop like mad woo!

thankfulness

i think, i will always thank whatever for friends like kenneth, mianbao, jacq, darren, JADE, SYL, MINA, HY, MELSOH, XINYI, ceekay, gerry etc.

it warms my hard to see the care, the concern, or the friendship that we have.

what triggered this?

ironically, kenneth.

HAHA.

i dun think he thinks it that way, but like sometimes i feel valued?
i mean, okay la, i always too zi dong take video and upload and like waste my own time and energy. but like it's AWESOME to see people appreciate it?

yeah. i don't ask for any returns, BUT it's good to see people happy about it and all you know. just makes my heart go WEE! HAHAHA.

thanks all for putting up with my nonsense and crap, and attitudes and behaviors and still staying by my side.

on-goings

well, i haven't really settled myself down about stuff. i'm still floundering. wat with my body clock messed up, (i get tired in the middle of the day, so tired that i will just lie down and fall asleep not a sec later, which causes me to be quite wide awake at night) and with the many things running around, wanting to dance but my body doesn't seem to have the stamina to keep up (which i really have to solve by running) and driving lessons.

on the other hand, i finally enrolled myself online at ssdc, i'll have to pop by the post office to extend my pdl, then subsequently apply for FTT, following which i will call the driving instructor i have in mind for lessons. YAY driving license here i come! i hope i can pass the first time.

had a great outing with syl jade and mina on friday afternoon, but a sucky lunch at cafe cartel. the food has gone down. the service too, and the food amount. godz. had a lovely time playing arcade with jadey following which we roamed around and when she left, i explored kinokuniya for like 3 hours. oops. i love books. seriously. as long as they are not for studying.

what did i do on saturday? oh i went out with jacq and mianbao. had a fun but half boring time shopping, because actually i wannted to sing ktv. BUT need to book first. SIAN. ): but bought stuff from cotton on! which im going to wear in taiwan hohoho. what else. we had lunch at soup spoon, roamed far east. bla bla bla. HAHA. okay la we had fun like roaming around. then went to newton circle to eat at night with the lockers. NSC recital they did. i didn't watch, but i shall assume they did a good job so i shall say great job! HAHA. (:

i spent the whole day of sunday lazing around. many people cmi so we cancelled our waacking dinner.

OH YA.
i found the two bbq pit portable thingies!!! (: means we can have bbq on friday!!! yay!!!

now i need to invite people, get food, prepare drinks and stuff.

shall get mianbao to help. (:

tomorrow is a great day for slacking. YES. or maybe i should go for class at oschool. humm.

shall see how. (:

i love fondue. i get addicted to the mix of cheese and slight alcoholic taste due to the white wine. yay yay yay.

okay can't wait for friday!!!

get down vol 3. how to get there! (:

crab feast!

went to meet mianbao in town to walk around!!! she bought some stuff and i also bought some stuff! (: saw ben and elke at sd shop. (:

got wet in the rain while buying the food back to my house.
bad luck ah, stupid cabs all never come.

had a great dinner with @mianbaobreadpan, kenneth, @jacqten, @darrenlsy, @gerryyyme, dom and @LockerCeekay.

was like 6 crabs, 2 chilli, 2 black pepper and 2 salted egg. (: sambal kang kong, egg toufu and shrimp paste chicken! WOO! (:

haha ken is like damn funny. his reactions are too dope liao!

enjoyed the dinner, although supposed to have a few more people, BUT they not free... sooo... oh wells.

i think i'm starting to fall sick liaos. ):

and i found the song i have been looking for! WOO! (:

dance dance dance!

friday and saturday dance was great! (: love dancing seriously. i'm seriously like thinking of just funking dance away. what with my lost inspiration for hip hop, and my renewed interest and enthusiasm for funk and punking/waacking.

went to bryan's class again! (: the steps were easy la, but cuz the song was fast so hard to catch. i need to train on stamina. cuz my stamina is damn bad now compared my physical fitness last time. OMG. need to start running, jogging, or whatever.

took mrt by myself to boon lay to meet ah hong and @Vernonh2y and rizal and indon gang + one fake indon. HAHA. to play L4D2 agains! @mianbaobreadpan says i'm playing L4D2 too much.

i kinda understand how @limkahkah feels when he always ask me whether i going back ntu side now and i say no. it's like sians when no one pei you go back. although i'm always alone.

okay. then saturday i woke up thinking i woke too late for ben's class, so i decided to just go @thebasic5sfong locking class instead. imagine my surprise when i reach there at 1.50pm thinking locking is at 2, then elke comes in taps her card for popping then i go: "i thought popping just over?" haha stupid me. popping's at 2pm and locking's a 3pm! but it's a good surprise. because lidat i went for both.

my popping is like too nua. aiyah my whole body when dancing is like GOD DAMN nua. zzz.

I LOVE LOCKING. seriously, although i'm like: fong are you teaching BEGINNER locking class?!? hahaha.

@thebasic5sdiane surprised fong by going for his class today! had fun with her in class. (: love to see her lock! she look so happy when she lock! haha and we kept having horrified/laughing moments when like fong announces stuff like : okay so this part you have really go crazy! then he demonstrates. then diane and i just look at each other. HAHA.

i like the choreo though, it was tough yet not tough? as in. i dunno. i feel that in locking class i can exert lots of force for my locking. i should use the same strength for battles and freestyle then. need to.

what meow lim said today i will always keep in mind. go out battle, freestyle, i must still be able to enjoy myself and immerse myself in the music, really dance WITH the music. dun get affected by techniques and stuff. many people as they become better and better, they get more and more concerned about techniques and looking good. but dance is not that. even if we do something crazy and stupid. if it's with the music. it's great.

so i shall not care about image. as long as i present myself with the music well, as long as i FLOW with the music, and really dance DANCE.

PRO-AM was great! i bet all the participants had a great time. (: congrats to kieloong and weijie and happy birthday to kieloong! i got bored halfway though. cuz after a while my neck started to ache again, i was hungry, tired... so mb and i went to talk somewhere, then ken came... then we wandered around, then talked to meow lim and elke and bev. (: nice talk.

had hokkien mee for late late late dinner at kopitiam and ken fetched me home. dom too. THANKS KENNETH! (: (he's really nice actually you know, it's the reason why i will grumble about him bullying me but i won't do much back to him. it's cuz he's kinda nice to me other times, so i dun really mind the bullying.)

omg i wanna use my sis com to play L4D2 now but she's doing her project! ):

tuesday tuesday tuesday waacking! (:

crab feast tomorrow with mb kenlock @jacqten @darrenlsy etc! (: happy happy!

thursday blues? nah.

lovely day.

great sharing session.

vernon and stooffi dope seriously.

htht meetings. that end with us getting things all in the right direction and order.

thanks @jacqten. thanks @stooffi and melmel.

talks on msn are always productive, i think?

thanks @limkahkah for listening, advising and encouraging. (:

i lub my fwens. they rock.

lotsa things to do ehh?!?

jiayou everyone. (:

i need to go ask meow lim about some stuff. reminder reminder.

looking forward to post exam outing with @RACHOHO @jacqten etc etc etc.

waacking dinner?

waacking session?

get down vol 3! (:

peace out.

u feipo u!

some people can still be so fucking stupid. no quarrel or argument can be made by purely one person. it takes two hands to clap whats. so why not admit your mistakes instead of fucking blaming it on one person only?!?

horoscope reading

http://zodiacfacts.blogspot.com/

What the signs look for in Partners.

#Libra : The one problem libra has is accepting that not all romances turn out the way they would like. Sometimes this happens because libra doesn't put enough work into the relationship, but most of the time it occurs because libra expects a lot more from a partner than most people are willing to give.

are u serious?!? first sentence yeah kinda true. but second?!? but yeah. i think i expect a lot from people but in stuff where i feel that i got put in a lot of effort, so i feel that they should also do that?

oops i'm such a hypocrite. ok i need to put in more effort for everything.

#Libra Lover : A libra magnanimous outlook is a boom in relationships and this attribute makes them a pleasure to be with. They want to be loved and lusted after, although they refuse to take the lead initially. In a relationship, a libra alternate between being the dependant and dominant partner, based on their analysis of what can you get from a relationship.

interesting...

funny day out. haha.

okay it's not very funny la.

jadey: get well soon jadey! then we can go out! chilling or dinner/lunch, or fly kite, or prawning, or sleepover, or clubbing, or ktv-ing, kpub. ETC ETC ETC.

well, i got my can't buy class shirt from ben like finally. (: YAY!

and i got the powerhouse sd shirt. haha i'm gonna look like a walking advertisement for st james! will they give me free entry? hahaha. kidding.

met elke ben jacky @limkahkah jiahao @mianbaobreadpan at sd shop. many many people eh? haha. then me and mianbao originally wanted to go xiao long bao dinner BUT in the end we changed our minds and went applebee at triple 1! (:

omg i geh kiang order the appetizer sampler then when it came, we were shocked at the huge amount so we called kahsing to come down haha. then in the end kahsing came, talk talk eat eat, then he too tempted so he order food too. HAHAHA. oops. but our meal was like FUCKING EXPENSIVE. omg. haha. according to kahsing "wo kan dao jiu yan jing liang qi lai le!"

get well soon cherron! damn ex hospital bill. jin accompany cherron go hospital cuz she injured her leg.

so... met kenlock @thebasic5sfong and @thebasic5sdiane at oschool and we all including fredy and i forgot whats-his-name-sorry-but-thanks-for-helping! carried all the f&n cartons down to ground level without a powered escalator and also with no lift! omg.

i think kahsing lucky got me eh? HAHA. i being bhb. carry jin and his f&n stuff home. omg so much la. we had to stop the lift door with the carton so that we can put all in and take the lift only once. the lift like dangerous, bobbed up and down when we brought in the cartons.

went l4d2 with verlao rizal and gina, but we didn't even finish a single campaign. somehow we kept dying. 4 tanks leh! somemore 2 tanks came at the same time de. then just when we thought we might win, the stupid place closed. and it's not because of closing time. it's cuz the girl manning the place wanted to leave early, so she closed the place. asssss.

okay. i finally finished mixing the draft for rp momentum concert, so shall await reply from @jacqten to see whether she wants to session before @stooffi and @Vernonh2y sharing session. dreading tomorrow's comm meeting. sigh. ):

i wanna play and have fun.

bittersweet

emo

i keep being emo. i think one day. i shall be so emo that i have enough negative energy and vibes to hate people. and then you will see me starting to hate people.

i feel like i give so much love to people that i dun leave any for myself and i can't help but feel that i dun deserve it anyway.

many things

maybe i'm commitment-phobic. but i just hate committing to stuff. i dunno.

it's not about relationship, it's more of anything in general.

i'm like that. unless i love or like the thing within the commitment, then i will really put in 200% effort. if not you will find me drifting away.

i have such a sucky character.

feel like running away from this reality and just live in dreams and fantasy. at least i'll be happy there.

funk jam and l4d2

okay. it was unexpected.
like. i thought weepin and i will go top 12 and maybe wun get into top 8, but because of thewhatever lucky drawing thing, 4 teams get to go straight into top 8 and we were one of them. BUT since i was so cui, we lost that round.

locking was even more unexpected. nic and i managed to get through from top 16 and lost to aloy and darren at top 4. i'm so proud of my two erzi. no matter what, you have come a long way, with the different obstacles and everything. persevere on and fight k! u two have the ability to do great stuff so dun give up and dun stop dancing! (:

thanks weepin for encouraging me. (: wanna session with u!

thanks nic for joining with me. haha. it was a very fun experience eh? although i have no locking foundation. so i was repeating and repeating. HAHA. oops.

went to whampoa food market to eat hokkien me with ken, diane, fong, jin, ceekay, gerry, tappy and dom! (: nice hokkien mee. (:

then on the way home got a call from yoga so i chionged back to boon lay to play l4d2 with the mj people. ROCKS. i'm still damn cui in l4d2 i realise. i think i'll never be able to improve on that. my mind's too laggy! :p

happy mum's day mummy! supposed to be i treat u but instead u bought laksa for me and kept the noodle and soup separate so that it wun dry up! (: u r the best. always supporting me even when dad may disagree. <3

thanks people on twitter for well-wishes! although, u r not supposed to wish me! i only got two erzi! and one never wish me. bleah. HAHA. i shall say: THANKS DARREN! (: ohor aloy!

haha. i'm a bit hyper now. although i have a migraine. zzz.

woop de doo!
off to eat my laksa!

funk jam pre-jitters

i'm dreading funk jam laters. ):

sure malu myself one. can i dun go? ):

fridays are shiok.

thoughts and ramblings:

okay i like this picture. shows my feelings.



really seriously want someone to talk to. ):

my day out of the house:

i went out with @jacqten, nicole, alek and raz to suki sushi at orchard cineleisure for lunch! it was damn shiok. except for the bad service. but oh wells, ate until full la. (:

went to pop by sd shop to visit ben and surprise surprise just nice see aaron who came over to take over the tending! (:

had a nice alone time while walking in 313 at hmv and harris. from which i bought new earphones cuz my earphones i sort of accidentally pulled it until it's half spoiled. and i also bought a comic (twilight, which is quite funny, the girl is pretty but the guy damn ugly inside) and a novel. (:

had my first waacking open class. under bryan. it was. tiring. that's all i can describe. i kinda like today's choreo, but without control, i can't do it properly. i need to train my strength and stamina so that i can attempt to exert more control. cuz currently i'm super nua and i 5 minutes into warm up i'm sweating and growing tired. ):

ate "late dinner" with ken and @mianbaobreadpan at hongkong cafe! although i ate a desert and drank lychee ice blend la. too thirsty and hot to even think about warm/hot food. watched iron man 2 with them. it's quite good. surprisingly. like i thought it would be generally like the usual superhero movies. but this one was really not bad. shall have to go watch iron man 1 at home which i failed to do so even though my brother bought the vcd!

thanks ken for sending me home! (:

sidenote: jin is DAMN funny. haha.

i think i will just make a fool out of myself at ntu funk jam. REMINDER to please bring ian's videos. oh shit what videos he want! ahhh. ): oh okay i think i rmb.

i'm getting old. or just i dunno, my brain is damaged. i can walk a few steps and forget what i was thinking a few steps before. it's getting more often now. then i have to really stop and think what i was going to do or something. ):

okay shall go sleep.

in reply to jadey:

jadey, usually u need to arrange before hand. not make appointment la! but cuz. i'm DAMN lazy now. even worse than last time. so if you last minute call me out, i might not want to step out of the house. especially when my hair now needs to be washed and blowdried for it now to stick out like scarecrow hair. so i need to prepare a bit. ): so i find it mafan to go out if it's like an urge. BUT. also depends on my mood la, if i feel cooped up and you are willing to wait for me to prepare, then i will go out.

does this make me sound bhb? LOL! aiyah this is how i am now la. i'm controlled by my laziness. i can choose to be less lazy, but i just wanna relax and otot now that it's the hols.

yeps. (:

in the middle of the night.

@FunkyAk ur blog. zzz.

played l4d2 with steam peoples.
i realised when you play with overseas people so ur name has ur country tag, ur country people will keep suaning and insulting the other country ppl. or maybe it's just sg people? haha.

HOKAYS.

i'm eating sushi with @jacqten tomorrow! (: like finally eat sushi. woo! and so long never see jacq le. JACQ YOU NEGLECT ME! lol.

i realise my attention-span is damn short. one moment i will be playing l4d2, next moment i'm bored and go read fanfiction or real books. then next moment i'll go dig the fridge for food but wun have food. then i will start dancing in the room alone. THEN i'll start playing all the different apps on facebook. which that one is the most lame. like i've resorted to playing tiki resort, hotel city, social city, restaurant city and hell's kitchen. ALL AT ONE SHOT.

lol.

i'm damn lame and bored.
zzz.

thanks @nicho for comforting me. okay la not much of comforting. but what you said was quite funny. HAHA.

can't wait for funk jam to be OVER. haha. then i won't stress over it.

i'm back!

yay i'm back on blogger.
welcome me back. (:

i love the bb wallpaper on the blog of @jacqten. the one where it says RAWR! it means I LOVE YOU! in dinosaur.
so cute!!! using it as my bb wally now. (:



exams are over. like since last week. but it's only been a few days and i feel like it's been such a long time between exams and now.

so many times a happening!

what with feipo, and relationships, and whatever not.
omg.

had my frist waacking battle last wednesday. was quite cui. i stepped out and immediately closed in on myself. so i didn't do well. which means, i need to practice more and session more. get used to dancing in front of people.

this saturday will be my first locking battle and my... third popping battle? cuiness. i don't even know hot to do locking properly. but i'm going to just try use what i know and what i've practiced so far. hopefully i won't do too badly for both popping locking. at the very least, don't off beat.

tomorrow's friday, supposed to go out with raz nicole etc to eat suki sushi, but i dunno what's the plan now. but i know at night i'll be watching movie (iron man 2) with mianbao and kenneth. haha i'm such a lightbulb!

so now i have to come up with a new list of things to do.

01. go oschool hip hop classes.
02. go bryan's waacking class.
03. go ben's popping class.
04. go ian's locking class.
05. plan waacking dinner for och recital waackers.
06. have waacking session.
07. plan crab dinner with mianbao.
08. plan bbq for post exam with small rachel.
09. go uss with mianbao.
10. start choreography for my yog part.
11. think of things to buy in taiwan when i go with my parents.
12. try to draw out shirt designs.
13. clean and clear my room so that i can finally move into it.
14. have sushi buffet outing with mj waacking item.
15. find food recipes to cook at home for fun.

as you can see, none of it is cancelled off. goes to show what i've done so far. haha. oops. i haven't even cleared my room! omg.

okay. time to go play l4d2 again. (: