Monday, October 12, 2009

the horror of to-do lists

LIST OF THINGS TO DO

1. Music Essay
2. Music Seminar Presentation
3. Math Tutorials
4. Math Revision
5. Piano Practice
6. ALK Podcast
7. AED Presentation
8. ALK Presentation
9. AED Essay
10. Upload MJ Class Video
11. Upload Dancetitude Bloopers video
12. Upload Audition Bloopers video

13. Train more in dance
14. Pack my room
15. Save money
16. Buy my lomo camera with fish eye lens
17. Buy heels (wedges), flats, sandals and slippers.
18. Buy high cut shoes.
19. Buy long girly tops to wear with leggings!
20. Buy different color leg warmers.
21. Write a list of things to buy in HONG KONG.
22. Go check SD crew's dance studio website and see whether can go for their classes while in HK.

taking a break from assignments

GOSH.

i just finished my music essay. DIEDED.

and now. i have to chiong other stuff!!!
should i not sleep at all? then i can ensure that i won't be late for music. and additionally i can go out early to the canteen to get breakfast! okays. that's decided then. cuz i'm hungry from a day of eating only one meal.

i did not go robin's class again.
i think i don't go liao sia. i'll just sign up again in the holidays or something. ): cuz lidat i'll go to all the classes. i spent the whole day today doing my music essay. so i could not afford to even step out of my room. goodness.

i need to start revising my math. or for that matter, start opening my math textbook. if not i'm so dead. and i swear i need to do my math tutorials! shall go find ppl to help me if i'm stuck. i shall start this week. -nods- cuz lidat i would have time to revise again for exams.

i need to start on my music seminar presentation soon. i haven't found a single thing for it sia. ): and i need to finish up my music composition! AHHHH.

what else.
oh ya. no more pastamania food for birthday liaos. cuz my mum say not very good. so just getting normal? i think.

oh ya need to get cake. i hate cakes. urgh. lol.

okay, going back to assignments!

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

hoho

some people just don't know when to stop saying.

look at what you're saying now when u were saying something else a few months ago!
but u know what? i'm not going to scold or bitch or whatever.

i'm just glad that you are going to move on already since that's all we wanted in the first place.
it might take you hurtful words thrown at us along the way while you move on, but it doesn't matter. i'm happy that you're moving on. i mean. everyone is happier this way right?

just that maybe i dun really approve of what you say to move on la. but not my business anyhow.

oh wells. (:

on another note, i'm moving on!
maybe i'm using a weird and wrong method to do so. but the point is to move on. i'll move on before i think so much later. HAHA.

there are people who are much better seriously, and everyone tells me that. so -shrugs-

NEXT!
my birthday's coming.
i need to:
1. call the caterer.
2. get sixersm to come down earlier to help me if can?
3. decide on decorations.
4. plan what to do during the party!
5. NO DANCE LIKE NIC'S ONE PLEASE! lol. i'll chase you out myself if you try to sabo me to dance. i want a day off from dancing.

i need to chiong music essay, music composition, piano practicing, dance techniques, mathematics tutorials and revision...

omg.

and this saturday is the contemp concert!!!
can't wait man! (:

and, as during the 1 week recess i did not manage to find time to recover properly, now i need to try and recover during school AGAIN. bleahs.

Monday, October 05, 2009

end of holiday week

many things have happened.
suffice to say that,

i'm giving up.
and moving on.

unlike the time when i moped and moped and moped about a specific person, this time, because i made up my mind to move on, so i will be quick about it. HAHA.

so yeah. jiayou for me.

somemore made me realised that there's better out there and yeah made me appreciate my friends around me. (:

thanks friends everyone. seriously for being there for me. (:

oh wells. dun so emoed about it liao.

i'm currently uploading pictures from nic's party, and mj chalet videos.
i'll upload the junior showcase and senior showcase first. then the more random ones and other events will have to come later. -shrugs-

SIAN. i want the holiday to just go on forever. i'm dying in my studies. AHHH.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

forgiveness

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=138755267297#/video/video.php?v=79663153341&oid=34626644422

you neglected me
you rejected me
then u despised me
you used my love!
you took away my ability to trust

you killed mum
you tooked everything from me

father i forgive you.

"when deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive...
forgiveness does not change the past.
but it does enlarge the future."

- mary karen read

mary's final journal entry
prior to being shoot at the virginia tech shooting