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me myself and i http://potterminx.livejournal.com raising the standard: inspiring the world through music and dance. This skin was optimized for firefox and is ~~yet to be tested~~ rather screwed on internet explorer but still operational. The layout was coded by Joanna Morales. Much appreciated contribution from msndollies for the icon.	♥ ♥ ♥
	i'll always be there for you no matter what. i'm letting go. i'm moving on. forget me. unemotional. :D	profile i am Y I M I N. i love dancing, particularly waacking, hiphop, house, popping and locking. haha. thats quite a lot. but yeah. then other than dancing, i love music. music is like my life. in terms of dance, or in anything else for that matter. i also absolutely adore fanfiction. (: and books. and playing. i am a certified slacker! lol. wishlist a pair of hi cut shoes. a pair of flats ~~baggy jeans~~ ~~a large tote bag~~ iphone 3GS ~~camera~~ ipod classic polaroid camera backpack	holga 135 5603665478918253473 date: Monday, November 23, 2009 time: 7:38 PM comments: 0 my new camera woo! (: comment? when i'm bored... 8824164338115568592 date: Tuesday, November 10, 2009 time: 5:38 AM comments: 0 10 Things You Wish You Could Say to 10 Different People: 1. Thank you for being there for me when I was so down, although I knew it meant nothing, I wished it meant more. 2. Maybe one day I will come to accept you. But in the meantime, I really really dislike you. 3. One day you will realise that all your words are so god damn fake and every 'friend' around you is actually not your friend. When that day comes, I will feel sorry for you. 4. I think I like you. But whether it's the romantic like or just a crush is another matter totally. It doesn't matter anyway since you won't ever think of me that way. 5. I thought the world of you, until reality came crashing down and broke me out of my fantasies and dreams of what was not there in the real world. 6. I'm trying to hold on to you, even after how badly you treat me before, and it makes me wonder whether the pain and effort is worth all the holding on. 7. I love you because you stuck by me through my ups and downs, and for that, I'm glad to call you my best friend. 8. Sometimes to move on means that you have to forget the past totally and stop dwelling on it. So move on and embrace the new singlehood. (: 9. Why do you always bully me? 10. Treasure what you have now, if not I'll force you to. HAHA. 9 Things About Yourself: 1. I'm still living in my own world. 2. I realise that I have many friends. But when it comes to days that are not planned, I realised I have no one to be beside. IRONIC isn't it? 3. I'm so fat. 4. I'm extremely self conscious and anti-social, but i force myself to show a fake front of super social behavior. 5. I flinch at skin contact quite a bit last time, but it's getting better. 6. I seem very strong and stuff but I'm actually a romantic at heart. 7. People call me unfeeling because I don't even cry at funerals. 8. I can't sleep properly in the dark. 9. I'm slightly claustrophobic. Which is ironic because I go clubbing. 8 Ways to Win My Heart: 1. Show concern for me. 2. Try your best to make me smile when I'm emoing. 3. Be nice to my friends. 4. Accept me for my fatness. 5. Boy boy look? haha. thats if I want to go into looks la. 6. Have a great personality. 7. Show humour but at the same time, understand my lameness, because my 'laughing point' is very low. 8. Love me 1% more than I love you. 7 Things That Cross my Mind A lot: 1. HIM. 2. studies. 3. dance. 4. money. 5. friends. 6. dark thoughts. 7. playing. 6 Things I Have to do Before I Die: 1. Find someone who loves me. 2. Go on a MASSIVE shopping trip with my mum, and then with my friends. 3. Get a Casino dealer diploma. 4. Get a tourism and hospitality degree. 5. Become thin. 6. Get my camera collection. 5 People Who Mean A Lot to You at The Moment: 1. Family (mum, dad, bro, sis) 2. My extended family (aloy, darren, jacq, robin teh, ceekay, jannson etc) 3. SIXERSM (syl, jade, huiying, mina, xinyi, mel) 4. HIM 5. All my friends. 4 Things You Can See Right Now: 1. my laptop??? 2. my macbook 3. my whole bunch of SD tags 4. MJ logo I drew. 5. handphone. 2 Things You do Before Bed: 1. wash fash and brush teeth. 2. set 6 alarms. 1 Confession: I keep hoping that he will turn around and tell me that he likes me, or that someone will confess to me so that I will know what is the real meaning of love. comment? the horror of to-do lists 7912587382455643738 date: Sunday, October 11, 2009 time: 12:49 PM comments: 0 LIST OF THINGS TO DO ~~1. Music Essay~~ 2. Music Seminar Presentation 3. Math Tutorials 4. Math Revision 5. Piano Practice ~~6. ALK Podcast~~ ~~7. AED Presentation~~ ~~8. ALK Presentation~~ ~~9. AED Essay~~ ~~10. Upload MJ Class Video~~ 11. Upload Dancetitude Bloopers video 12. Upload Audition Bloopers video 13. Train more in dance 14. Pack my room 15. Save money 16. Buy my lomo camera with fish eye lens 17. Buy heels (wedges), flats, sandals and slippers. 18. Buy high cut shoes. 19. Buy long girly tops to wear with leggings! 20. Buy different color leg warmers. 21. Write a list of things to buy in HONG KONG. 22. Go check SD crew's dance studio website and see whether can go for their classes while in HK. comment? taking a break from assignments 8514888678917233668 date: time: 12:30 PM comments: 0 GOSH. i just finished my music essay. DIEDED. and now. i have to chiong other stuff!!! should i not sleep at all? then i can ensure that i won't be late for music. and additionally i can go out early to the canteen to get breakfast! okays. that's decided then. cuz i'm hungry from a day of eating only one meal. i did not go robin's class again. i think i don't go liao sia. i'll just sign up again in the holidays or something. ): cuz lidat i'll go to all the classes. i spent the whole day today doing my music essay. so i could not afford to even step out of my room. goodness. i need to start revising my math. or for that matter, start opening my math textbook. if not i'm so dead. and i swear i need to do my math tutorials! shall go find ppl to help me if i'm stuck. i shall start this week. -nods- cuz lidat i would have time to revise again for exams. i need to start on my music seminar presentation soon. i haven't found a single thing for it sia. ): and i need to finish up my music composition! AHHHH. what else. oh ya. no more pastamania food for birthday liaos. cuz my mum say not very good. so just getting normal? i think. oh ya need to get cake. i hate cakes. urgh. lol. okay, going back to assignments! comment? hoho 6075843846094547491 date: Monday, October 5, 2009 time: 10:14 PM comments: 0 some people just don't know when to stop saying. look at what you're saying now when u were saying something else a few months ago! but u know what? i'm not going to scold or bitch or whatever. i'm just glad that you are going to move on already since that's all we wanted in the first place. it might take you hurtful words thrown at us along the way while you move on, but it doesn't matter. i'm happy that you're moving on. i mean. everyone is happier this way right? just that maybe i dun really approve of what you say to move on la. but not my business anyhow. oh wells. (: on another note, i'm moving on! maybe i'm using a weird and wrong method to do so. but the point is to move on. i'll move on before i think so much later. HAHA. there are people who are much better seriously, and everyone tells me that. so -shrugs- NEXT! my birthday's coming. i need to: 1. call the caterer. 2. get sixersm to come down earlier to help me if can? 3. decide on decorations. 4. plan what to do during the party! 5. NO DANCE LIKE NIC'S ONE PLEASE! lol. i'll chase you out myself if you try to sabo me to dance. i want a day off from dancing. i need to chiong music essay, music composition, piano practicing, dance techniques, mathematics tutorials and revision... omg. and this saturday is the contemp concert!!! can't wait man! (: and, as during the 1 week recess i did not manage to find time to recover properly, now i need to try and recover during school AGAIN. bleahs. comment?	archives July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 recently holga 135 when i'm bored... the horror of to-do lists taking a break from assignments hoho end of holiday week forgiveness finally a long update!!! updatessssss Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned nor ...	links Arranged in no particular order. I just think it's a waste of time alphabetizing them (: me! kahsing diane jade jacqueline sylvia jesmine jasmine lam felicia weilong xinyi darren jannson aloysius mianbao the rest of the links you can just go link link link blogsurf and find. hahaha.	tag me!