Bleah

I can't do that particular floorwork! ): me too fat... ):

Haii.

Jiayou ceekay. You can do it. Very stressful for you now. Cuz you choreoing everything. But yes jiayou. We have faith in you and we will work hard, practise hard, train hard. Yeps. Let's do this!

:D

The pants is damn hot. Haha.

Got a bit headache today. Made me a bit on a short fuse, and also a bit agitated. And yes I seriously, seriously, accidentally hit all my groupmates. Sorry mianbaooo ceekay darren and jacqjacq!

On a side note, I need to change the sticker on my phone. I can't see the cloud picture liaos. Its like this white sticker with nothing. ):

- yimin (bb on the go!)

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累

真累。不懂为什么最近很容易累。ジャコリーンさん讲因为没有休息够。但是我整天都在睡觉，难道不够休息吗？可能我要生病了，所以会这样。喝多一点水吧逸敏！不可以生病！下个礼拜要开学了。

刚才睡过头，所以现在有一点迟出门。对不起ジャコリーンさん!加油吧。要努力。

Aja aja hwaiting!

- yimin (bb on the go!)

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钢琴

我最讨厌在很多人前弹钢琴。每一次会紧张到变成好像第一次弹那首曲子。

走回来的路上是多么的热啊！汗流浃背！妈呀！快点回来！我快要热死了！超饿的。我要吃tomyam面！热死，饿死…

昨天在scape真热闹！好多人去session!有ポッピング、ロッキング、ヒプホプ、ハウッス等等。也有suntec的队伍在练习，包括我们《跳舞一家人》！scape已变成一个跳舞的场所了。也是一个少年玩的地方。有lanshop，游戏机，舞蹈班，等等。新的场所，对了！也有カラオケ！

好的。妈妈回来了！终于啊！我要去煮午餐了！
- yimin (bb on the go!)

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chonen yimin imnida!

真谢天谢地我们能够进入 Suntec Semifinals! 我写的"字条"可能人家会觉得我们不是最近有过不和，为什么我还感谢别人到那样。可是，是因为有过不和，经历了风吹雨打的过程，才会更感谢每一个人的大小功劳。真高兴能够在《跳舞一家人》这个家庭里和朋友们跳舞。

多一个星期就要开学了！有些天我六点半才下课呢！真讨厌！

嗨！

加油逸敏！你行的！

Anhyeo haseyo! Chonen yimin imnida! Pang gub sumnida! :D
- yimin (bb on the go!)

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張惠妹 - 我要快樂

作詞：鄔裕康 作曲：林倛玉

又被愛傷了一遍 無所謂 當作成長
剛剛走開的人 煙還點著 味道卻淡了

我並不是天生愛寂寞 卻比任何人都多
就算把世界給我 我還是一無所有

我要快樂 我要能睡的安穩
有些人不抱了才溫暖離開了才不恨我早應該割捨
我要快樂 哪怕笑的再大聲
心不是熱的 全都是假的 只有眼淚是真的

把從前想了一遍 謝謝了 傷我的人
想做樂觀的人 每種雨聲 聽了都不冷

我並不是天生愛寂寞 卻比任何人都多
就算把世界給我 我還是一無所有

我要快樂 我要能睡的安穩
有些人不抱了才溫暖離開了才不恨我早應該割捨
我要快樂 哪怕笑的再大聲
心不是熱的 全都是假的 只有眼淚是真的

我要快樂 我要能睡的安穩
有些人不抱了才溫暖 離開了才不恨 我早應該割捨
我要快樂 哪怕笑的再大聲
心不是熱的 全都是假的 我的決定是對的

我真的想要快乐。请给我力量，让我在快乐起来吧。感觉好像永远不能再快乐了。真痛苦。好想离开跳舞界不要再回来了。痛苦。悲哀。流泪。脑海里，心里，一片黑暗。没有出口，没有灯照亮着。一片黑爱，我就沉没在里面。

好难受。

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puffy eyes

my eyes are a bit bit puffy nao.

probably from the crying i did last night. but in a way i feel sort of unburdened a bit after crying? the problem is still there but at least i cried a bit of my stress and fustration away.

today is darren's 21st birthday!!!

i'm so proud of him seriously. haha i'm like his mother beign so proud that my son has grown up. but really, since.. last time, we have always been sharing fun laughter tears and joy. through popping course 1 and 2, then sessions at esplanade underground before becoming at rp, the formation of that... ridiculous crew now looking back HAHAHA. but it did give us things to learn and grow about. never let it be said that things happen without us learning from it. going out, playing, staying over, then the introduction of jacqjacq and they got together. yay my dance bestie and my erzi tgt! :D then play hard work hard, lockdowns past, wtfunk past, suntec auditions and heats with funk technics, oschool recital, R16, floor the love... etc etc etc. and now, suntec auditions (which is over) and upcoming heats again! this time with jacqjacq in the team too. after everything we have done together, fought, played, worked, really, watching darren grow as a person from last time till now, i'm really proud to have know him as a friend and as my erzi. happy birthday darren and don't let anything get you down! :D

happy family! i love my this family. in the end, the main people are still just me darren and jacq seriously, cuz we really stick to each other through thick and thin. love lost, love found. yeps. :D

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fucked up.

i fucked up. guess, my patience level went down yesterday and it has been down since. because i flared up today during practice. and then i got so irritated. JUMP5FAM is going through a rough patch out but i hope everyone can be mature and professional about things and persevere through together. i apologise for everything that i have done wrong and i hope you all can forgive me in turn and also let's try to have good relations k! i hate it when things go wrong and no matter what i want things to be happy again. sorry. ): it's been a while since i cried. guess all the fustration and upset is getting to me.

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JUMP5FAM <3

We got into suntec heats! :D kenneth's coming home tonight so tomorrow we can start prac again! Yayyyyy. :D

Today got illers cypher crew battle. And if elaine and yihuan never join female locking solo I will join... To make up the numbers haha.

Aiyah still not good enough to go out and solo. Still got long long way to go. But I suppose battling isn't a bad thing. Although I'm still learning and am inexperienced, I know I will learn from the battle too. So I should buck up and learn and improve. :D

Schooll's starting soon! :/
- yimin (bb on the go!)

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posterous网页回来了！ :D

残了。我好像拉到我背的nerve。动头时会痛。

完蛋了。我的ipodtouch的screen不可以看到东西。

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没睡便high!

真的没骗你！可能是因为一整晚都在MSN聊天，聊到好high喔！现在暂时不会太累。但是眼睛有一点好像要关起来了！

现在要准备出门去NTU，今天有YOG表演！加油哦！跳舞者们！我会在一边支持你们的！

哈哈。

好的。

去准备！
- yimin (bb on the go!)

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讨厌死了！

来吧亲爱的朋友们！让我们都在一起，在一起，在一起！

想睡觉！

等一下我会去买KOI／豆奶茶！仙草奶茶！我最爱！和寿司！

九月开课，现在要好好享受！

星期六是跳舞比赛，然后去KATE的家BBQ，然后星期天GODZILLA LOCKERS回来！希望他们的比赛会有好的成果！

跳舞家庭我们加油吧！希望能够获得好成绩！

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Urgh.

我最讨厌怪怪的味道。恶心得要死！嗨！等一下我想去NIWA寿司吃SASHIMI！巴士的ラジオ在播放JAMES BROWN的歌！哈哈！

我好闷哦！
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What's wrong with posterous website?

I can't get in to post my blogging stuff by web! ): siansss.
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saddening.

There was a blind girl who hated herself because of her blindness. Not only did she hate herself but she hated everyone else, Except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, She would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her, And then she could see everything, Including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, Now that you can see the world, will you marry me The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind, too, And refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, And later wrote a letter to her that simply said, Just take care of my eyes, Dear ♥

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Death -Korean and English-

by ~Metallophilic

낭만과 잔인함이 공존하는 이 한순간
우리는 하나의 노래속에 잠이 들고 말지만,
미련이라는 절망 깊은 사슬에 얽메여
서럽기만 한 이 그리움에서 헤어 나오지 못하고,
고요함 속에서 토해내는 눈물과 함께 우리는
고난이란 피 바다속으로
미처가는 이 세상 뒷지고
영원의 꿈속으로 묻혀만 간다.

In this rare duality between romance and gore,
We're falling a sleep in a mere lullaby, but
Strapped in the despair-ridden chain of nostalgia, we're
Unable to tear away from this sorrowful longing.
Clad in regurgitated tears midst the silence,
Leaving behind this crazed world we
Bury ourselves into the blood-filled ocean called pain.

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bf? lol.

jacq told me to find a bf soon and i replied does that mean i need to search?!?

"classified: looking for boyfriend. best to be in dance scene so got common interest. and can get along with my friends."

LOL!

4 more days and no more school. omg i'm so happy! (:

i don't feel that i need a bf now though. when the time comes, it will come. no rush. no need to search. i'm simply happy now being by myself too. (: although sometimes people do fustrate me. or i get a bit envious that people have each other for companionship. that's about the best thing a relationship has got to offer i feel. the companionship. dun even need to meet up everyday, just that sometimes you will long for company when it gets lonely or emoed.

jacq say i sure kenna bullied by my bf de. i told her i confirm will not think it's bully cuz that's me. lol. :D

4 more days.

4 more days.

4 more days.

can't we just skip the 4 days?!?

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The Show @ Butterfactory

had quite a bit of fun today at the show.

more at the dinner/supper after that. HAHA.

ate with ken, mb, ceekay, fong, diane, regina, dt, jin, ks, jacq and darren. sat with ks jin jacq darren though. jin is DAMN FUNNY. :D haha whole way just couldn't stop laughing, or being entertained. wah jacq and darren dress up as superstars! haha. not THAT KUA ZHANG. but leather jacket! darren look a bit like korean idol.

training later, then 933 comp. jiayou ks jin and ken! then mj prac at scape! gosh even sunday also so busy.

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